I am not an outdoorsy type of person.
I don’t like to fish. I don’t like to hunt. I don’t like bugs, snakes or critters.
Is it possible that to have psychiatric symptoms of thyroid disease? You absolutely can.
Have you ever experienced anger that came out of nowhere? Where you can hear yourself screaming and not understanding what exactly has made you so angry?
Have you then quickly slipped into depression?
And now I know why.
Today, I accomplished something.
I deleted everyone off of my personal Facebook account.
Me, addicted to Facebook since 2008 (and MySpace before that, which was so much better in my opinion!), no longer has a personal Facebook account.
Couponing does not have to be complicated. You can find deals without making trips to multiple stores, spend hours clipping coupons or stay up all night browsing the web for the best coupons. (Yes, I’ve done all of that). My goal is to show you that in just a few minutes, you can still save money and get the “thrill” of couponing!
I have not been posting as regularly as I had planned due to a medical issues related to my thyroid.
In a nutshell, my hormone levels plummeted to critical levels (TSH was at 270 at last lab draw) after my RAI treatment and it went untreated for weeks.
I apparently go from one extreme to another SUPER quick. (Here’s to hoping the levels normalize just as quick)
I was pleasantly surprised how quick I received my order from Schoola. I ordered less than a week and half ago.
Want to see what I got…for free?
2 Skirts and a pair of yoga pants for my daughter. 🙂 I love free stuff!
If you sign up for Schoola using this link, you will receive a $15 credit.
Right now (for a limited time), they are offering free shipping throughout the store. It looks as if Schoola is no longer offering free shipping unless you purchase $50 or more. It is still, a great deal if you’re in the market for new (to you!) kid’s clothing. I also did just notice they have adult sizes as well!
They do have all sizes, check them out and let me know what you think!
In the beginning of 2013, I was relatively healthy. I began to experience some symptoms that were confusing. It was then that I learned that I had hypothyroidism.
At the same time, I was dealing with ongoing female issues (endometriosis, ovarian cysts, ect.)
My amazing doctor got my hypothyroidism under control pretty quickly. Other than the lingering female issues, I felt pretty good.
That lasted about a year.
Towards the middle of 2014, I began to experience different symptoms. I was irritable (more so than usual), shaking all of the time, not able to sleep and a myriad of other things.
I was miserable.
We learned that that my thyroid function went from a hypo state to a hyper state. After medication adjustments, it was still hyper. I eventually went off of all medication for hypothyroidism and began medication for hyperthyroidism.
It was during this time that I learned I was pregnant, which was wonderful and scary. I already have one child. Thankfully, I did not have the thyroid problems while I was pregnant with her. The medication for hyperthyroidism is risky, at best, for pregnancy.
It was also during my pregnancy that I learned that I have Hashimoto’s Disease and Grave’s Disease. They are both autoimmune thyroid disorders.
Having both disorders was placing my thyroid gland is a tug of war scenario.
When I lost my baby through miscarriage, my endocrinologist began to explain other treatment options.
The option of Radioactive Iodine was brought up. It is a pill that would attack and kill my thyroid gland. It wouldn’t take away the thyroid autoimmune disorders but it would stop the hyper state and place it permanently into a hypo state.
I wasn’t sure that this option was the best for me but I agreed to follow through with the testing anyways.
They took an imaging scan of my thyroid gland and they found nodules.
It was settled. I was getting the radioactive treatment.
Surprisingly, the treatment itself was the easy part. I had a sore throat and lost my sense of taste for a few weeks.
I started to begin to feel like myself again. That lasted a few days before the hypo symptoms returned with a vengeance.
I feel as if I have the body of an elderly woman. Not that of a twenty-six year old.
But, on the outside, I look mostly “normal”. It’s hard for people to understand how I feel.
I’m sick of the comments, most coming from those who should be supportive.
“You’re a prude”
No, I just don’t have a libido. Get over it.
“You’re just lazy”
Right, because I want to feel this way.
“If you would just get up, you’d feel better”
I really wish I could some days.
“Try this gluten, sugar, everything free diet. It worked for a friend of mine”
Good for them. I’ve tried natural treatments. Didn’t work for me.
“You don’t look sick”
Not all problems are visible externally.
Or, you have the family/friends that are so wrapped up in their own problems they don’t think to ask how you’re doing. Or, they don’t care.
I don’t care anymore what anyone thinks of me.
You might not see that I’m sick. You might be tired of me being sick. Trust me, so am I.
But, that’s just where I’m at right now. If you can’t handle it, let me know now and stay out of my life.
I am too tired to focus what little energy I have on anyone else’s negativity.
Until that happens, I refuse to feel guilty about how I feel. I’m going to listen to my body and rest when needed. I’m not going to push myself, which only makes it worse.
To those that have not, don’t expect to remain in my life when I do feel better.
You know who you are.
In the past year, I’ve been pushed and pulled in every direction by my thyroid. And it’s been a living hell.
I’ve experienced a loss of a pregnancy, a loss of a job, a loss of my health, loss of friendships, and a loss of myself.
I hope that clears up everyone’s questions and comments about why I’ve been so lazy.
One more thing, just because you were able to handle a sickness you have/had a certain way, doesn’t mean I can.
What is a thyroid gland?
The thyroid gland is shaped kind of like a butterfly. It’s located in the front of your neck. It controls your nervous system, metabolism, body temperature and much more.
What is “hypothyroidism”?
It means that your thyroid gland is under active.
What are the symptoms?
What is “hyperthyroidism”?
It means that your thyroid gland is over active.
What are the symptoms?